Thursday, March 06, 2008

Finally! The 1st blog of the year. Oh, and it started in the month of March... what a bummer, Tim!

Dreams...
Destiny...
Hope...
Love...

So many times we've heard of these four words right? Especially those of the Christian faith. Sometimes I wonder how could these four words ever apply to me. I know the ones that experience these things, I've heard the things they speak. Yet so many times, I wonder why am I not experiencing these things? Dreams? What dreams? You knew my thoughts the day I was born but why am I still walking a trail filled with thorns? Dreaming...Dare to Dream... It feels like I would have to run through a forest, filled with thorny bushes. Destiny? With the experiences I go through, what destiny lies ahead of me? And how about Hope? Holding on to what? Where? Since I've been walking this path of thorns, what hope is there set before my eyes? I feel alone whenever I am walking down this path. The same path that leads to the light? LIGHT? where?
Who loves me when I walk through this road?

But because there's the Light set before me(Dreams and Visions), I look to You and the more I walk through the shrubs and brush aside these thorns, it seems I get better at this while I lean onto You for comfort and assurance. Strength that You gave me to take one more step at a time so that I can walk closer to where You want me to be. You set before me a choice to choose between two paths, one of destruction and the other, Life. And I know Your love still shines down on me, so that I can still love others. I still need You.. till the day I die.

posted @ 2:32 PM |